My Future??

Nowadays..i always think about my future..what will happen in future...will i get married?..will i success in my carrier? i don't know..its just like i don't have any feeling about my future...i don't know whether my relationship now will last forever...

we always fight over small things..sometimes..i'm fed up

but...

i hate feeling like that...

i don't want to leave him...

but...

sometimes...

i want to be single...

am i mean?

i don't know..

you tell me...