ThE FuTuRe Not OuRs To See

Have you ever heard of the song 

key sera..sera..

what ever will be..will be..

the future not ours to see...

I always remember that song recently..I don't know why..is it because of my age? is it because there are many of my friends n school mates has got married?

arrggghhhhhh....

married is the last word I want to hear start from my 25th birthday...hahaha...I don't want to hear that word...I'm still young..but when I look around me...I felt old..I start calling my self "aunty" to my friend's children...

arrggghhhhhhhh....

tensionnnnn!!!!!!!!!

what should I do now?

I start thinking....

will I die as a married women or single women?

will I have the chance to have my own child?

will I manage to have husband n family??

that's the problem...

THE FUTURE NOT OURS TO SEE...

yaaaa....

so,..just forget about other's life...

just life n love my life...

when I manage to control my inner conflicts, suddenly I think of SHOPPING....hahahaha

single is nice..single is good..SINGLE = FREE

free to do anything I want..as long as it does not wrong in Islam...

single means.....hangging around, lepaking, shopping..go whereever i want..YESSSS....

That's the answer...SINGLE=FREE

hehehe..maybe some of u may think..have I broke off with my BF? nooooo...

I'm single but not available...but, as long as I'm not engaged or married, I'M SINGLE..RIGHT??

so,

for all single women out there..just..LIVE N LOVE UR LIFE...

I LOVE MY LIFE.....